indeed i am very tired.tired of trying to fulfil people's whim n fancies. tired of acting cool when actually i am not. tired of playing the role of a perfect person.tired of disguising my own feeling just for the sake of other people, tired of being patient
,tired of asking,begging.pleading for some understanding.
i tried to control my anger, i tried to keep my discomfort, i tried to make people happy. i tried to hide my own sadness. i tried to display my fake smile, i tried to make people understand me,but i failed miserably.
so what do i have left? nothing, nobody, no feeling,just empty hole in my heart,so empty that i doubt it can be fulfilled again.
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