Atih n SPM

Gambar memancing ni umpama menduga nasib dalam peperiksaan. gitulah kisah atih.
Hmmm dah 3 hari atih menghadapi SPM. debaran demi debaran dihadapinya. sat sat sakit gigi, sat sat selsema, sat sat penat....adui getaq gak lutut umi dok tengok atih bertarung. kami cuma mampu berdoa. setiap pagi umi hadiahkan yaasin kat atih, moga dibuka pintu hati, dipermudahkan urusan menjawab soalan dan berjaya mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang. bak kata atih, dah 2 kali dia kecewa dlm UPSR n PMR, kali ni dia mesti berjaya.....go go atih.

semalam first time umi tengok ( dgr sebenarnya) dari bilik atih, abah sedang bersoal jawab soalan sejarah ngan atih. umi tak taulah setakat mana pengetahuan abah ttg sejarah tetapi yg umi salute kesanggupan abah spent time tolong atih. umi masa tu letih giler dah tidur.....

peperiksaan akan berlanjutan dan doa kami juga berpanjangan. walaupun atih selalu kata dia tak mau pi mana, nak dok ngan umi, jaga umi, demi masa depan dia, atih mesti mengutamakan pelajaran....kalau kena pi mana-mana, kami tak halang, kalau nak dok jadi assistant umi, pun kami tak halang. apa yang baik, kami sokong.

all the best to you atih........we believe in you.....

Terbelah Dua

yesterday evening, umi n abah went see the mechanic, only to be told that we need to change the two alarm boxes...and the cost was rm1200.00...hmmmm tersentak gak la. down-payment given and we dashed to Perodua office again, but the salesman was not around, so no deal could be accomplished. we had Hanifah fried mee. umi called tok, she answered in a weak, soft voice..aku demam ni. hang tak mai ka... chek nak pi la tapi dok perosah kereta syam dulu. hang mailah lambatpun. depa ni tak leh harap. bla bla bla.
We went to Yawata, bought some foodstuff...all the instant things...cuti2 ni anak lapar lebih2 lak...then went home. heavy rained followed by thunder..performed maghrib n checked the kitchen n blurted out all the berleter words....bla bla bla....masa tu penat so apa yg keluar ikut sedap la...mana ada sapa berani jawab. MCQ ke soalan structure ke semua tak berani kata apa.

Umi n ayish then went to tok's house. upon arriving, Pan was there with his friend, having dinner. they left. tok was in kain telekung waiting for isyak. tak nampak cam demam pun. suara pun clear lagi.....as always, i washed her clothes, boiled water etc...ayish ate maggi mee aje.

abah called saying atih wanted to come, to study English coz today's paper is English. This was the first time i as an English teacher really spent some moments teaching her....i felt so guilty as i have neglected her for so long.

slept at about 11pm..woke up at 1am. could not sleep. no sound from tok's bed. hope she was ok. 4am her alarm went off..tried to sleep but tossing n turning....bila nak pagi ni.ayish dok merekot elok aje yg umi dok lip pot2. 5am opened my eyes...ish i just had a dream of aruah pak, smiling and walking towards the door.suddenly ait. aruah pak lang appeared there, also smiling n nodding at me as if he was giving me an encouragement...u can do it, yan.....

Instantly, i woke up, already 5.30....reheat gulai kari for tok...n left....6am arrived home, suddenly smelt something burning...what happened?i wanted to fry some rice so checked on the stove n to my surprise, i saw the frying pan, on the burning stove, the oil turned dark already....Ya Allah, tikus kepala hitam mana ni dok goreng nugget n lupa tutup api......luckilly tak terbakar rumah.....nak marah tak tau sapa culprit dia. abah said he went to bed n did not realize anything.....

i felt so helpless....bila kat rumah, teringat kat tok, bila pi rumah tok, rumah n family tak terurus...apa harus ku buat? kena belah dua ke? left the house, heartbreaking and disappointed.....sapa nak tolong umi ni?antar sms kat my sister in Sg Buloh minta balik la sat teman tok .until now, no reply...depa kat sana lagi bz kot.....