Old Yet feel young so problem

Huowa...my body aches, my fingers numb, my feet,oh my feet, so painful, as if someone cruel enough really cruel  pricking sharp pointed needles under my feet. my mind also goes blank, so blank that i fail to direct my own moves, so i keep asking myself what should i  i should do, what have i done, what?what?

I was so exhausted that i just went bonk after maghrib, only to wake up and ask myself again, where am i? i only came to my senses when alinn n ayish came shaking me hard and asked for maggie....oh dinner time already. last i remembered atih went out with abah to get some burgers for adik and bob as well. tonite their turn at tok's.

looking at them slurping the maggie, i was still blur, and blur, asking myself what have i done that made me so beat today, the kind of fatigue that was really indescribable.slowly i came to a realization that today i really stretched myself to the limit.

Morning, i sent ayish to sitter, then dashed to market, bought fish coz tok wanna eat singgang ikan kembung. came back, swept rubbish outside, raked kuinin leaves, cleaned the fish n cooked. beside singgang, i made sambal udang, lemak ayam. Then at 12 fetched ayish, sent adik to school. then fetched alin. arrived at 1.00. after zohor, i started painting the room, halfway my hero Bob, rescued the mission, thank you dear. then rearrange furniture. by asar i finished everything. i could not move anymore, the pain was all over.

Now, i am wide awake, starting to come to my senses, Well, umi, you are not young anymore, slow down, if not, you will be slow forever. i hate to admit this, but yes, i am not the young, vibrant, active, strong but already old, ancient, slow, so i kena sedar diri la.i hust hope my mind is still working well, if not teruk anak2 i.