Now umi is in a very unstable mind as there are so many things that happen and umi doesnt know what to do. of course the core of this is because abah is away in Taiping .my pillar of strength is not here to listen to my grouses, offer advice or just be beside me....
Tok is at home alone, minding her own life , eating whatever being brought...this is the most heartbreaking thing that is always bugging me as until now i cannot find anybody to go and stay with her....everyone has excuses....
At work, busy preparing for ISO tomorrow and thursday...ntah apa2 fail kena siap......
At home, i have to tend to all 4...especially in the morning, sending adik, atih, ayish and then alin.
Drive like crazy to reach work on time.....
At nite, umi has to visit tok, clean up stuff and prepare whatever she wants.....except when she asks me to tangkap ibu ayam yg dok mengeram telur....ini kes berat...umi has never done that and tok is very angry.....umi buat dek aje..at last she stops grumbling.......
well, life is not always bed of roses so....just sail away.........
