I am very sad, disappointed, devastated, crumpled, down, ( the list can go on and on) because:
1. not many people understand my true intention, my sincere thoughts, my honest advice
2. not many souls share my inner fights, my secret wish, my untold hopes.
3. not many individuals realize my repeated prayers, my lingering ideas, my deep love.
as everybody is so busy asking, demanding, wanting, requiring, requesting and forcing to my very limited ability.
Thus, in the end:
i have to relent, admit, accept, forgive, forget, forgo all that i really want in my life. Am i still considered selfish?
