Please God Accept My Prayers

Life is nothing if you are not challenged. It would be dull if you are not tested. It looks so mundane if you do the routine all day long. Well, my life is certainly colorful. i might look calm and composed but only Allah Knows how worried i feel when my children are facing the dreaded examinations and the uncertain days ahead. I can only offer my prayers, hopping ish..hoping that all of them are doing fine. 

First, Along is going through the final phase in his studies in Egypt. and the bad news is that that country is experiencing a bleak future as the rakyats are into street riots, forcing the president to step down as they claim that he is not doing enough for the country. Tahrir Square is the centre of their spring and this definitely causes sleepless nights for me. The last experience 2 years ago is enough to make me shivers in vain. I really hope things will turn for the better for all of them in Egypt.

Then, Akak is now battling her third year final exam. The subjects become a  lot harder, more challenging and more nerve-wrecking. I can only offer my prayers, motivate her, give her hopes, strengthen her spirit. The distance will never deter me from getting close to her. All the best, Akak.

Bob, the only one at home, is helping me looking after the brothers n sisters. syukur he passed his second year exam and now taking over the household chores. Buying lunch, sending siblings and keeping them save.

This is an understood agreement in our family and syukur everyone is fine with it.

Atih, in Perak is also struggling with her first year examination. I pray she will take things seriously even though she always says that the course is hard. Try and try and never give up Atih. Umi and abah are praying for your success. Your return for ramadhan is such a comforting wait.

Now, Eman is adapting his life in KMK. The first month was a challenge and now he is doing ok. My hope is that he will excel in his studies and score the best results in UPS and PSPM. He comes home every weekend and that should be a break for him. 

Then, there is Adik who is sitting for PMR. Well, i cannot say much about her. She will do fine, insyaallah. Bob is guiding her with the subjects so hopefully things will turn out for the better. Go for it, Adik.

Alin, well Alin is Alin. Taking things easily and nothing worries her much. Life is life. Ayish, with his interest in PSP does make me worried. So far, all his homework is done and taken care of. ......

Well, taking care of 8 children is no easy task. But, insyaallah, things will be fine. I am at Allah's Mercy.