Salam. Being a long time since my last post, right? Well, I was being tested with unexpected tribulations...the challenge that united my family. I learnt a lot from this experience. I realized how far we digressed from the path of Allah. How neglected, how forgetful we became that Allah reminded us that life is more than having a good time and  neglect the true reason for being alive..that is to be His Servant.

I will not describe what actually happened to my family, but what i can share is that, i realized my family's relationship takes a better turn after all the obstacles that we went through together.

Syukur to Allah for giving us the chance to realize our mistakes and to choose the right path in overcoming our problems.

I must also thank my husband for being my pillar of strength, for being beside me all the time, giving me the choices, supporting our decision, guiding our children and most of  all providing us with his unnerving understanding and dedication. This actually makes us closer than before.

To Akak, Bob and Atih who rushed home just to make sure all the siblings were well taken care of. Your sacrifice will not be forgotten and i pray Allah will reward your kindness now and in the Hereafter. I did not know how to handle this without your support.

To Eman, who taught us the meaning of love and compromise, who reminded us of our responsibility, whose act led us to a better understanding. I am glad i have you back, i get to see the glittering love in your eyes, the selfless act that you showed to your sister, all make you a different person. Your quick act by bringing your friends to help us opened our eyes to see what friendship is all about. Special thank to Ashraf and friends, Ustaz Lutfi whose sincerity soothed our chaotic life, whose peaceful appearance and kind words comforted us a lot. May Allah Bless you.

Distance did not stop Along from supporting us with his advice and never-ending doa. Thank you very much.

We could feel your presence even though you are far away. Knowing that you always pray for us is such a comfort.

To Adik, who made us realize our mistakes, our never-mind attitude, our unconscious neglect. You brought us back to reality, to the guidance of Allah. To the prayers that we somehow brushed aside unintentionally.

To all my friends whose understanding and assistance eased the pain that lumped in my heart. i can't never thank you enough. I realize that true sincere love makes our life meaningful.