Yesterday was the most nerve wrecking day, waiting for the result of my daughter's PSPM results. Atih did tell me that she was scared of her result, stating that Maths and Account were the 2 subjects that she was not confident of. So, naturally i was also nervous as i also did not know what to expect. It was not that i did not have any high hopes on her ,but the negative thoughts took the better of me because of what she told me.
When i entered the class in the morning, i could observe my students, fighting their own battle, ignoring the lesson, displaying the palest, moody facial expressions. It took pity on them so there i was, giving them all the positive advice.....this is not the end of the world,dear. There are more success in life. today's failure could later lead to real success in life.... but i could see they were not very convinced with my words. So i allowed them to wallow in their deep sad thoughts and wait.....without them realizing that i myself was experiencing the same jittery .
3.00pm, the results were out, no call from Atih, i was in class, teaching and waiting at the same time. 4pm, no news, my call was not answered. I returned to my cubic. The nervousness could not be contained anymore and then......she appeared......selamba aje.......so of course i jumped to a conclusion that she did not do well.
But when she told me that she got 3.something.....i was relieved.....hugged her and cried......she really gave me a scare of my life....i never felt this kind of feeling before.......syukur alhamdulillah. now she can put herself at par with other children and other friends.....congratulations ATIH.
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