Today i feel so down, with running nose, Ella's husky voice, burning face and cold, i feel like collapsing on the floor n doze off...Thoughts go round and round, thinking what are the things that i haven't completed before children start new year in school.
Akak is returning to UITM this Friday, Bob on Monday, Eman back to SMKAK this Friday, Atih registers tomorrow at SMKBBD, Alin continues in Standard 2 and the most worrying of all, my cheeky Ayish will leave my apron's string and start kindergarten.
These are some excuses he gave for not wanting to go to kindergarten;
1. Ayish tak tau nak buat homework ( fobia tengok Alin agaknya)
2. nanti kawan2 suka sangat kat Ayish. ( perasan)
3. Sapa nak teman ayish pergi tandas. ( kat rumah tak dak teman pun)
4. Ayish tak tau nak belajar macamana.
5. Ayish tak dak kasut, baju sekolah ( memang la. baju kena beli pas masuk sekolah)
Imagine, things that are peanuts for us can be a nightmare to children..so much so that they would think of the unthinkable....
At the same time, umi is seriously thinking about tok..now it's left to umi who will accompany her every night coz she simply refuses to allow Pan to do that...for whatever reason, she just don't want.
Now, it's ummi's sole responsibilty...cannot ask Atih coz she is taking her driving license.
Umi knows sooner or later, that will be my task when nobody can do that...i just hope Allah will make it easy for me...what more with school starts next week, we are going to be busy. if umi comes home at 6am, what can i do for breakfast n lunch?
meaning everyone has to settle for Gardenia. Lunch would be Atih's speciality.
All in all, thinking about what to be done early next year is just scary and tiring. well, cannot complain as Allah has given me a good life.....
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