Redha

This present life has taught me a lot about accepting the challenge in life..all in the name of growing up into a complete Muslim...every single thing that is encountered actually teaches me to be a better person, someone who must accept whatever being given, take it as a lesson, endure it as Allah wants to test me, believing that Allah will not give anything without any solid reason.

i strongly believe that Allah wants to see whether i am capable of handling this life as the life in the hereafter is the result of the present life. Therefore i must never resent any kind of difficulties by whining, grumbling and sighing. The test must be faced and passed so that i will understand the true meaning of life.

Therefore, whatever shortcomings that i have, must be perceived as a lesson that is actually very important in moulding me into a true Muslimah.

i could be a bit philosophical but this is what i am thinking right now....and i realized this last nite after i finished berleter to all my children n my hubby. after i stopped, i came to a very sad conclusion that i am not a good mother..i grumble a lot, when actually i must accept the hardship that i face...if i do things in a more sincere way, i will see the hikmat behind it but most of the time, i am blinded by my bad thoughts...well maybe tiredness leads to this but... i must thank Allah for all the good things that i have, close my eyes to all the bad and surely, i will see things in a different perspective....well, we are all human, bound to make mistake, right?