i admit

Thinking back i realize and admit that there are certain things that i always forget when i am in the process of accomplishing something especially my total submission to Allah...it is not i purposely ignore that fact but somehow when facing the many uncontrolled circumstances i unconsciously forget that whatever i am doing is in the knowledge of Allah the Guidance to the right path...when i encountered problem then i realized that it was only the reminder from Allah, not to forget Him, but to follow and adhere to His guidelines ......how small i feel i am....a helpless woman, wife, mother and teacher who is trying her level best to give the best to all that i love.

I also come to my senses that whatever i do will be emulated by my children.....if i show them the ugly side of me, then they will somehow ter follow it...and if i display good behaviour, they will also show the same attitude.......this is really a challenge for me....the biggest challenge compared to my other deeds........

I pray and hope that i will bounce back and continue my path of life.....leaving behind a beautiful trail that will be tracked by all my beloved children.My destiny will be their mission, my spirit will be their guidance and my forever love, will be their comfort....insyallah.....