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This year's hari raya was the most uneventful and solemn one..even though my own family had a good time celebrating Eid, my own mom was not....how could she be happy when none of my brother and sister in KL and Sg Buluh returned home even though they knew my mom is not well.....
I could be letting the secret out but i could not contain this disappointment anymore. My sister and all her 11 children did not come home with the excuse of faulty cars....tak leh sewa ke?....and what was worse was my brother who promised my mom to return on Wednesday but failed to turn up....i was confident that he would balik so i went to Langkawi but when i asked my mom......she was so sad....i cried in silence and i know my mom cries many times...thinking how her children treat her....
what i dont understand is, if they didnot want to come ,just call or send me SMS...no need to let my mom suffer alone....i understand if they have problem but.....this is MAK we are dealing with....the person who spent her whole life taking care of us....tak kan sehari pun tak leh balik....i ni marah tahap cipan ni......but what could i do? i am the youngest so nobody cares what i feel.
I believe if i offer to pay for all their expenses, surely the whole family will come...but i also have my own responsibilty...i dah malu ngan hubby as i already spent a lot to help them....this time i cannot anymore.They should work harder and think more of Mom.......
dia orang ni tak takut ke the same thing could happen to them....i amat takut dan minta dijauhi kesedihan di tinggalkan anak-anak-----suma ini adalah pengajaran dari ferita sebenar dan bukannya rekaan penulis blog ini......